Thursday, July 18, 2013

HILANG

Genap 29tahun, 4 bulan 10 hari, 3jam, aku rasa apa yang tidak pernah aku terfikir untuk merasainya pada saat ini.

Tiba - tiba,
Nafas aku terhenti. Sama seperti dia. Hati aku pucat, sama seperti dia. Darah aku kering, sama seperti dia. Mata aku kaku, sama seperti dia.
Kaki aku terapung, sama seperti dia.

YA ALLAH, pertama kali aku merasa takut. Sungguh!. Aku tak pernah rasa ketakutan sebegini hebat sepanjang hayat aku.

Mana bisa aku bernafas.
Mana bisa aku punya warna,
Mana bisa aku punya aliran,
Mana bisa aku melihat,
Mana bisa aku bertapak.

HILANG.



Airmata lalu dari celah anak mata, mengalir di celah hidung, lalu depan bibir, hingga hujung dagu. TIS TIS TIS. Terjatuh.

SUBHANALLAH.......!!

Kali ini aku betul - betul di ajar.
Makna takdir.
Makna Tuhan maha Penentu.
Makna kita milik Dia.
Makna bila tiba saat itu.....
Memang takkan ada yang mampu memberhentikan kerjaNya.

PS: Tuhan, tolong sampaikan salam rindu aku pada Ayah. Tolong juga jaga dia dengan baik. Sekarang, ayah dan mak sudah berjauhan. Ayah, jaga diri ayah baik - baik yah... Owang rindu sangat - sangat dengan ayah.



14 comments:

Sam Banjamin said...

takziah Dira.... sabarlah duhai hati... tuhan tak uji kalau Dira x mampu... Yakin kamu mampu... Yakin kamu kuat... Percaya takdir... Percaya qada' dan qadar...

Alfatihah...

Syuhada Nasya said...

sabar ye kak ..

yayanrahman said...

takziah sis..semoga roh allahyarham ditempatkan di kalangan hambaNya yang beriman dan beramal soleh..amin..

Cik Cammy Lia said...

semoga sis tabah ye..doakan ayh sis alfatihah sebyk yg mungkin.

sofie khairul said...

takziah sis..banyakkan berdoa moga ketemu di Jannah

Mimy Marizd said...

sedih bace. :( takziah ye kak. bykkn sedekah al-fatihah utk arwah.

nur ain mustaza said...

al-fatihah..
takziah untuk akak sekeluarga..

norhidana miswan said...

salam takziah, semoga tabah...

al fatihah utk arwah, moga rohnya tenang di sana

Mr.Rifaat said...

takziah...

Mr.Rifaat said...

takziah...

Eija davidson said...

Takziah kak
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat
Aminn..

JMR said...

byk2 bersabar dan sedekahkan al-fatihah utk ayah

caesar agus said...

nice post,,,
semua pengharapan begitu agung tersampaikan,,
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

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tenku butang said...

Sayunya baca ayat2 diatas.. tabahkan hati yea dira.. Done follow u dira yg cuteee..
Follower ke 2825,
Hope dira sudi lah kiranya follow me back yea.. heeee..

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