Thursday, January 24, 2008

tengku anggun deandra

tengku anggun deandra, a major gift from Allah SWT, tramendously most wonderful gift i ever got. Thank You Allah.. She was born on 20th Nov 2007, at Pantai Ayer Keroh, Melaka, on the dote at 6.41am, rite after Subuh. This is not just another gift from Him, but its totally different from what ive got all these before.




What im gona write here about her, for sure not a same maternity story. this is 100%depart from what u may think. My Anggun was born at 30th week, n yup.. she is premature baby. born at 1.08kg, she survive till now.. :)
ya.. small, but tough. trust me, shes not like any other prem baby. walaupun, kecil, tapi i can see her spirit will is soooo strong from the very first moment i saw her in ICU ward. ya.. she stayed there for about 7days. with all sorts of wires and tubes attached on her, she still can give smiley face.. Ya Allah, ini betul betul menunjukkan KuasaMu.. although strugling, but shes a happy baby. i delivered her thru normal. thank you my anggun. i know she knew her mom yang sangat takutkan pisau dan jarum melekat dibadan mummy. :)

my husband, Ash, she was still in shock during his first few hours of turning into a Daddy. mestilah, everybody would feel the same. frankly, both of us didnt expect that we gona see her this soon. she was only 7month in my pregnancy calendar. shopping barang dia pun tak habis beli lagi. i had a leakage on my waterbag. after 7 days of trying to keep her dalam perut, she decide to keluar and see the world. shes a fast 1.. hmm.. veerrryy fast one. masa dalam labour room, when ash arrived, i was struggling tried to tahan with all sakit. hows the pain?.. mcm kene period pain, tapi major one. for those yg dah biasa kene period pain yg teruk, this is nothing for u. but for me, agak terkejut urat tengkuk cz im not the type yang sakit teruk during my period.

i remember the first thing he said to me.. 'sayang, anggun kita nak keluar sayang..so relax and we wait for the moment together k..' God, when i hear Anggun's name, i smiled to him. hanya itu sahaja yang boleh membuatkan sakit yang tak terhingga ini, jadi lega..but from my experience, all the wives out there, if possible, mintak maaf from ur husband, tak kira u jenis yang melawan or not. cz masa tu, hanya kemaafan dari suami kita dan kejujuran kita sbg isteri yang boleh mengurangkan sakit bersalin.. at times of delivering, i remeber what ive done to my mak. Ya Allah, baru sekrg aku tahu, ini lah sakit yang ibuku tempuh utk melahirkan aku dulu.. segala yang jahat perilakuku, terbayang di kepala. hanya ampun dan maaf yang mampu saya ucapkan pada mak. setelah habis segala doa dan keringat, hanya 3 jam selepas itu, my life changed a lot.. A TOTAL CHANGES. .. :)

its late now.. gota lepak with my anggun. will write again on how to take care of a premature baby..

any mummy to be, would read this, jangan risau. tiada sakit yang tiada sembuhnya.. dan utk sakit bersalin, anak adalah pengubatnya, dan suami adalah penahan sakit..trus me..






Tuesday, January 22, 2008

CuCi?.. cuci apa?


another film by our local director. first time mencuba nasib dlm bidang pengarahan.. Hans Isaac, yang terkenal dengan watak2 romantis, mamat macho, control handsome, kini selangkah maju kehadapan dari akan2 seperjuangannya. Baru dalam bidang directing, tapi masih degil untuk mencuba. of course to compare film and music, mmg film industri kita better than music scene. but how better we are, im not too sure.


mcm apa yang cuba dilakukan olejh Hans Isaac, sama ada he will becoe the next millionnaire atau serah tenggok untuk disembelih oleh semua sponsor2nya, we have to see this tikus putih by him dulu. what happend, ive watched the movie, on their pra tonton at TGV 1Utama,back few weeks ago. event ok2. although in my point of view, he should ask his ppl to put more Cuci buntings, flyers,posters etc everywhere, tp itu ok lagi.. masa masuk dlm hall, apa yang LAGI kami nantikanselain filem Cuci itu sendiri, we were waiting for the moment of Hans Isaac bertemu mata dengan Erra Fazira, kekasih lama dia.. :)


for us, this is the drama, not the film.. hahahaha.. Erra came, good. we take it she can handle it. in short, she's professional lah.. like duh, knp tidak?.. ini bukankali pertama kan erra?.. dah biasa lah.. :).. but what we have kantoikan, adalah Hans Isaac yang kita kenal seorg yang cool, relax, tp pd ptg tu, sangat gabra, especially at time when he was giving out the speech. like duhh.. mestilah. bekas ratu hatinya betul2 kat depan mata.. mau tidaknya.


ok enaf with all these gossips yada yada yada.. back to our main topic, about the film. dengan durasi cerita yang hampir 1 jam 30minit, content cerita yang agak menarik, tapi penampilan plot yang agak huru hara. ada masa agak lambat untuk saya pick up apa yang terjadi. disebabkan plot2 yang agak kurang teratur, banyak benda boleh dipersoalkan especially on how the pelakon membawa watak dan content of the watak tu sendiri. tapi apa yang penting, gandingan ke 4 pelakon ni, mmg tak kering gusi dibuatnya.. lakonan bersahaja mereka memberi impak realism dalam cerita ini. tapi tak kurang juuga yang mempersoalkan yang percubaan Hans ini mcm nak tiru gaya Afdhlin.. tapi pd sy, tak kira siapa tiru siapa cz sebuah cerita yang best dan menarik itu terletak pada creativiti pengarah itu sendiri. barisan pelakon hanya membantu untuk promosi dan rating purpose sahaja..


saya mengikuti perjalanan filem ini dari hanya sebuah cerita yang disampaikan dari mulut Hans hingga menjadi sebuah filem yang boleh ditonton ramai. . satu usaha dan hasil kerja yang menarik oleh Hans, cuma saya yakin, kalau diberikan masa, Hans can do waay better. cuma saya harap, Hans tidak terlalu bergantung harap komen dari rakan2 terdekat semata mata untuk memastikan filem arahanya menjadi. director should direct his film, not others.. :)


kpd peminat film tempatan, pastikan tengok yang ini ..


Friday, January 4, 2008

what writing mean to me?


haha.. its realy been awhile for me not to write anything since i was so bz with lotsa stuffs..

why writing and why on blog?. ntah, saje, suke kot. i like to talk a lot so sometimes i think my talking could make sense for others, so dr membazirkan d idea mcm tu je, y not i write it. on paper?. naa.. takut hilang mcm tu je. so better if put it here, so i can share with u ppl rite.

utk julung2 kali for my comeback, nothing much to write yet cz im still in my confinement holiday. haa?.. berpantang?.. knp?.bersalin?.. duh, of course lah kita pantang bila bersalin je kan.. eh, tapi tak juga. ada org pantang sebb gugur or buat abortion kan.. ahh, tp lantak lah dgn org yang mcm tu cz benda baik je yang i wana write here. benda yang tak elok mcm tu, better not cz that would make u ppl think that i ni mcm perempuan2 lain jugak. suka cerita benda yang buruk dr yang baik kan.


ada 1 time, i was a journalist for an entertainment malay programme at one the biggest private tv station. knp journalist when i can be a great lawyer?.. ntah. suka meeting up with new ppl everytime i buat story.. syok jugak. and since then, i know i like to write.


so for the writings afta this.. hope u guys have great time reading my thought k.